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1 {]kmzv `mkw 6 shfp ns\ Fsâ Ip bnâ Ft m iànbmbn aà±w A\p`hs «t mgmwv Rm³ DWÀ Xv. Rm³ DWÀ p t\m pt¼mä, an\n, Fsâ ]pd p Ibdnbncp n«v Ip AhfpsS ]qän\pånâ B n Ignªncp p. AhÄ Fsâ s\ nâ ssi Ip n \nhà ncp p sim v N n DbÀ n ASn XpS n. Rm³ AhsS InS psim p Xs Fsâ ASp v InS v Dd pibmbncp AJnebpsS apeifnâ ]nsn p. AtXmsS Ahfpw DWÀ p. tm, CsX m c pw IqSn sim p shfp m³imet ]Wn XpS ntbm? tn n v hãm Ig v Xs AtÃ? Hm, F v ]dbm\m AJnte. Fsâ A mb³ H p Ifn n«v t]mbn«v F{X \mfmbn. Hcp a\pjy\v ]nsn v \nâ p Xn\v Hcp ]cn[n CtÃ. Mm, \S «v. tn n AdnªmÂ c nt\w simãpw. CXn\nSbnepw an\n Bªv ASn psim ncn pi bmbncp p. HSphnÂ AhÄ XfÀ v Fsâ ]pdt bv v howp. F\n v At mgpw shåw t]mbn«nãmbncp p. A m, A sâ Imcyw Igntªm? CÃ. F\n v hcmdmbxmbncp p. At mtgbv pw ChÄ v t]mbn. F mâ tn nsb At m«v amän InS v. Rm³ tidmw. A s\ AJne, an\nsb Fsâ ]pd p\n pw XÅn Cd n InS nbn«v, AhÄ apifnâ Ibdn. AhÄ kmh[m\w Ip ]nsn v ]qänâ ap«n v h psim v AaÀ ncp p. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 1

2 AtXmsS Ip kmh[m\w AhfpsS amf nâ Hfn m³ XpS n. HSphnÂ AXv ]qà ambn AI mbn. AtXmsS AhÄ Fsâ s\ nâ ssi Ip ns m v ASn XpS n. an\n, AJnebpsS, XpÅn Ifn psim ncp apeifnâ ]nsn v srcn psim ncp p. AhfpsS ASnbpsS thkx IqSn qsn h p. HSphnÂ Ahfpw XfÀ p howp. GXm v AtX kabw Xs F\n pw kvje\w D mbn. AtXmsS Rm\pw XfÀ p. Rm³ AJnesb Fsâ ]pd v InS ns m p Xs si«n nsn p InS p. Ipd pignªv R Ä aq pt]cpw Fgpt äp. FÃmhcpw IqSn _m vdqanâ t]mbn aq{xw Hgn n«v, Ip bpw ]qdpsaãmw IgpIn hr nbm n. ]ns apdnbnâ h v hkv{x Ä [cn p. ]t AhÀ c pt]cpw ASnhkv{X Ä [cn nã. AhÀ c mfpw IqSn t]mbn ` Ww X mdm m³ XpS n. Rm³ ]pd v t]mbn Cd n hm ns m p h p. ]ns aq p t]cpw IqSn ` Ww X mdm n. ]Xnhp t]mse, D bv pw cm{xnbpw Ign m\på ` Whpw cmhnse Xs X mdm n. ]ns R Ä Im n IpSn p. AXv Ignªv Rm³ B^oknÂ t]mbn. A v i\nbmgvn Bbncp Xn\mÂ, AhÀ v c pt]à pw Ah[n Bbncp p. Rm³ sshipt cw h t mtgbv pw AhÀ c pw IqSn XpWnIsfÃmw Ae n, DW n as n h ncp p. AhÀ Fs I bps³ t]mbn Nmb X mdm n. R Ä aq pw IqSn Nmb IpSn p. AXv Ignªv, an\n, t]mim\på X msdsp v \S n. R Ä c pw IqSn AXv XSªp an\o, \o Ct mä F n\m C{X AXymhiyambn AhnsS t]mip Xv? AhnsS Häbv v F v sn m\m. AXpsIm v Xn fmgvn cmhnse t]mbmâ axn. AXphsc \ap v ChnsS ASn p s]mfn p Ignbmw. AXv Xs tn o. tn n ChnsS \n mâ axn. HSphnÂ AhÄ k½xn p. A s\ A pw, ASp Znhkhpw R Ä ASn p s]mfn v Ignªp. Xn fmgvn cmhnse an\n XncnsI t]mbn. ASp shånbmgvnbpw sshipt cw hcmw F på hyhøbnemwv AhÄ t]mbxv. ASp Znhkw Znhkw cmhnse Fgpt ät mä R Ä InS joänâ apgph³ càw ]änbncn p p. c pt]cpw ]Xnhmbn hkv{xw [cn msxbmwv InS v Dd p Xv. AXn\mÂ càw apgph³ joänâ Hen nd nbncp p. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 2

3 s]s«v Xs R Ä Fgpt äp. AhÄ _m vdqanâ t]mbn IgpIn hr nbm n ]mup h n«v, ]mâokv am{xw [cn psim v h p. ]ns AhÄ _Uvjoäv amän InS hr nbm n. ]n s aq v \mev Znhkw AJnesb Ifn nã. ]t AhÄ Fsâ Ip hmbnsesp v Fs kpjn n p X p. \memw Znhkw shånbmgvnbmbncpxn\mâ A v an\n h p. A v cm{xn IqSn AJnesb shdptx hn«p. AhÄ Rm\pw an\nbpambpå Ifn v klmbn p X p. ASp Znhkw Rm³ B^oknÂ t]mbn. AhÀ c p t]cpw ho«nâ D mbncp p. A v sshipt cw Rm³ B^oknÂ \n pw h t mä Nmb IpSn Ignª DS³ Xs AJne Fs s m v Ahsf Ifn n p. A s\ AhfpsS \mep Znhks ISw apgph³ Rm³ ASn v XoÀ p simsp p. Xn fmgvn cmhnse hsc R Ä aq pw IqSn ASn p s]mfn p. Xn fmgvn cmhnse an\n XncnsI t]mbn. A s\ Znhk Ä IS pt]mbn. Ct mä R Ä icn pw `mcym- `À m msct msebmwv Ignªphcp Xv. an\n, FÃm shånbmgvnifnepw sshipt cw R fpss IqsS IqSpw. ]ns Xn fmgvn cmhntebmwv XncnsI t]mip Xv. Znhk Ä IS p t]mbn. BbnSbv v Hcp Znhkw, Fsâ `mcybpss kv qfnse sluvamìà, Fs AXymhiyambn ImWWsa v Adnbn p. A s\ ASp Znhkw cmhnse B^oknÂ t]mip Xn\v ap¼mbn Rm³ kv qfnâ sn v sluvamìsd I p. AhcpsS kv qfn\v ASp mbn ] v skânâ Hcp sndnb hosv hnâ m\ps pw, R Ä v thwsa nâ AXv Xcs Sp n Xcmsa pw At±lw ]dªp. thwsa nâ sshipt cw hosv t]mbn ImWmsa pw ]dªp. Rm³ Nn n t mä, Fsâ `mcybv v Hcn epw B kv qfnâ \n pw Øew amäw In«nÃ. s]³j³ BIp Xp hsc AhnsS Xmaknt ]äq. hosv kuicyambn In«nbmÂ amkhpw hmsi simsp msx Ignbmw. A s\ Rm³ AXv hm m³ Xocpam\n p. sshipt cw hcmsa v ]dªv Rm³ B^okntebv v t]mbn. A v sshipt cw Rm³ Ipd v t\ct Xs B^oknÂ \n pw Cd n. t\tc ho«nâ F n AJnesbbpw Iq«n \mec awntbmss hosv ImWm³ t]mbn. sluvamìà Fs bpw Im v AhnsS Xs D mbncp p. kv qfnâ \n pw c v hosv Ignªv aq mas hosmbncp p AXv. AXpt]mse Xs B hosv Ignªv, c p hospiä IqSn IgnªmÂ an\n Xmakn p hosmbn. sluvamìdpss Hcp _Ôphnsâ hosmbncp p AXv. AhÀ v aifpss hnhmlw {]amwn v ]W nsâ AXymhiyw h Xn\memWv hosv hnâ m³ Xocpam\n Xv. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 3

4 hosnsâ Xmt mâ, kmdnsâ ssihiw Xs D mbncp p. NpäpaXnÂ si«n Xncn n«på Øe v, Hcp sndnb hmà si«nsw. c p apdnbpw, ASp fbpw, lmfpw, knäu«pw DÅ \Ã Hcp hosv. hosn\v A[nIw ]g anã. ]pcbns nâ aq v \mev aqsv sx v, Hcp ¹mhv, amhv apxembh D mbncp p. R Ä v hosv CjvSs «p. A s\ A v Xs R Ä AXnsâ DSaØ\pambn kwkmcn v hnebpw XoÀ bm n. ASp shånbmgvn, ]Ww kwlsn n m\mbn, R Ä c mfpw IqSn \m«nâ t]mbn. i\nbmgvn cmhnse R Ä Fsâ `mcybpss ho«nâ F n. AJnesb AhnsS hn«n«v Rm³ Fsâ ho«nâ t]mbn. AJnebpsS hosv AXn\v sxm«sp v Xs bmwv. R fpss \ne Ä hnä hibnâ Iptd ]Ww _m nep mbncp p. IqSmsX A½ s]³j\mbt mä In«nb XpIbpw. ]ns Ipd p ]Ww, Fsâ `mcybpss ho«nâ \n pw kwlsn n p. t]mcm Xn\v Fsâ `mcybpss Iptd kzà w ]Wbw h v XpI XnI p. ]Ww apgph³ i\nbmgvn Xs _m pifnâ \n pw FSp p. A s\ RmbdmgvN cm{xn apgph³ ]Whpambn R Ä XncnsI t]mbn. s{sbn\nâ h v, AJne, APnX AhtfmSv ]dª hnhc sfms Ft msv ]dªp. A m, tn n Fs Häbv v hnfn v Iptd Imcy Ä ]dªp. tn n AhnsS CÃm Xn\mÂ, Rm³ tn n sn p Xp t]mse A s\ klmbn Wsa v ]dªp. BZysams Rm³ FXnÀ v kwkmcn p. ]t, Rm³ \n fpss apdnbnâ F n t\m nb Imcyw tn n I ncp p F pw, AXp t]mse Xs Rm³ A t\msv s]cpamdwsa pw ]dªp. HSphnÂ Rm³ A s\ Xs sn msa v Gän«p v. R Ä cmhnse Xs ho«nâ F nbn«v, Ipfn v sdunbmbn B^okntebv pw, AhÄ timtfpntebv pw t]mbn. t]mip hgn, kv qfnâ Ibdn, sluvamìtdmsv, _p[\mgvn, hkvxp FgpXp Xn\v GÀ msp m n. A s\ _p[\mgvn, apgph³ ]Whpw simsp v hkvxphnsâ {]amww cpnìà snbvxp. A v Xs hosnsâ Xmt mepw In«n. B i\nbmgvn, sk ³Uv kmäàtu Bbncp p. A v c v ]Wn msc qsn Xcs Sp nbn«v, R Ä ]pxnb ho«ntebv v km[\ sfms sim p h p. R Ä hosp amdp Xn\mÂ an\n B BgvN hc F v R Ä ]dªncp p. F n«pw, R fpss ]pxnb hosv, AhÀ Xmakn p hosn\v ASp v BbXn\mÂ an\n R sf klmbn m³ F nbncp p. A v ` Ww an\nbpss ho«nâ Bbncp p. A v i\nbmgvn BbXn\mÂ R Ä ]pxnb ho«ntebv v Xmakw amänbnã. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 4

5 A v cm{xn R Ä an\nbpss ho«nâ A nbpd n. ASp Znhkw cmhnse R Ä R fpss ]gb ho«nâ t]mbn«v, ]gb ho«nse Ahkm\s Ifnbpw Ignªv, tijn km[\ fpw FSp v, ]pxnb ho«ntebv v Xmakhpw amdn. R fpss hosnsâ ]mepim Â NS n\v (lukv hman v) an\nbpw ]s Sp p. A v an\n R tfmssm w X n. A s\ R Ä kz w ho«nâ A v A nbpd n. Imcy Ä ]Xnhv t]mse Ignªp t]mbn. HSphnÂ, Fsâ `mcybpss {]khmh[n Xocmdmbn. AJnebv v Hcp skaìà ]co IgnªXn\mÂ ] v Znhks Ah[n D mbncp p. A s\ Rm\pw HcmgvNt bv v eohv FSp n«v, R Ä c pw IqSn \m«ntebv v t]mbn. R Ä sn Xn\v tijw, BZyw, \m«p\s v A\pkcn v Fsâ `mcytbbpw Ip«ntbbpw, Fsâ ho«ntebv v sim p t]mbn. c p Znhkw IqSn R Ä AhnsS X n. tn«m, Rm³ ]dªv GÀ msm nb Imcyw F mbn? AJne tn«sâ Imcy Ä t\m ntbm? Ignª XhW \n Ä hosv hm m\på ]W n\v h t mä Rm³ FÃmw Ahsf ]dªv GÂ]n ncp tãm. AhÄ k½xn XpamWv. Mm, H p c p {]mhiyw R Ä H p IqSn. BcmWv ap³ssi FSp Xv? tn«\mtwm, AtXm Ahtfm? A s\sbm panã. R Ä At m«p t]mip hgn, s{sbn\nâ h v AhÄ aps¼mcn epanãm hn[w Ft msv ASp v s]cpamdn. cm{xn, AhÄ Fsâ asnbnâ Xeh v InS v Dd n. At mä AhÄ Adnbm t]mse asnbnâ InS psim v Fsâ Ip«s\ AaÀ n Fs NqSm m³ {ian p. Iptd Ignªt mä Fsâ \nb{ Ww hn«pt]mbn. Rm³ t\m pt¼mä FÃmhcpw \Ã Dd ambncp p. A s\ Rm³ AhfpsS apebnâ ]nsn p. AtXmsS Ahfpw X mdmbn. AhÄ Fsâ ]mânsâ ]pd piqsn Ip bnâ AaÀ n ]nsn p. A s\ c p t]cpssbpw Ad v amdn n«n. ]t, cmhnse AhÄ v Fsâ apj v t\m m³ \mwambncp p. A v cm{xn R Ä H n p InS mwv Dd nbxv. At mä Fsâ Ipdhv AhÄ XoÀ p X p. AtÃ. Mm. CSbvs ms. AXv shdptx. tn«s\ F\n v AdnbntÃ. Hcp {]mhiyw snbvxv Ad v amdnbmâ ]ns aps w hcp n mwnã F v F\n v Adnbmw. \ntcm[v D]tbmKn mbncpt m ]Wn? AsXms A s\ Xs. AsÃ nâ Ipg amipsa v F\n dnbntã? K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 5

6 Ahsf tn«³ ss_ nemwv timtfpnâ sim p hnsp Xv F v AhÄ ]dªp. \½psS ]pxnb hosv kv qfn\sp v BbXn\mÂ F\n v \S v kv qfnâ t]mimatãm. AXpsIm v C\n \½Ä AhnsS sn mepw Ahsf tn«³ Xs sim p t]mbmâ axn. Fsâ ho«nâ Ignª Znhk fnâ APnX Fsâ Ip mâ FÃm Znhkhpw IpSn pambncp p. ]t Rm³ Ahsf Ifn nã. HSphnÂ R Ä XncnsI t]mip Znhkw Bbn. A v cmhnse Xs AJne R fpss ho«nâ F nbncp p. R Ä v XncnsI t]mip Xn\v Rm³ s{sbn\nâ Éo À Sn äv FSp ncp p. AXpsIm v bm{x kpjambncp p. Ip«nsb t\m m\mbn Fsâ A½bpw R tfmssm w h ncp p. A s\ eohv Ignªv, R Ä FÃmhcpw IqSn XncnsI t]mcp p. A½bpw, APnXbpw, Ip«nbpw IqSn, APnXbpsS apdnbnâ InS p. AJne AhfpsS apdnbnepw, Rm³ lmfnepw InS p. Nne cm{xnifnâ A½bpw, APnXbpw AdnbmsX Rm³ AJnebpsS apdnbnâ t]mbn Iem]cn]mSn \S nbn«v XncnsI h v InS pambncp p. APnXbv v ]ns HcmgvN IqSn Ah[n D mbncp p. AXv Ignªv AhÄ kv qfnâ t]mbn XpS n. R fpss hosv, kv qfn\v hfsc ASp v BbXn\mÂ, APnXbv v D bv v ho«nâ h v DuWv Ign pibpw, Ip«n v ]mâ simsp pibpsams sn mambncp p. A½ AhnsSbpÅXv Fsâ Npän fn v XSÊambncp p. A s\ Znhk Ä IS p t]mbn. CXn\nsS i\n, RmbÀ Znhk fnâ, Ahscm pw AdnbmsX Rm³ an\nbpss ho«nâ t]mbn IÅt mâ shbv mdp mbncp p. AJnebmWv AXn\v Ahkcsamcp nbncp Xv. A s\ GXm v Hcp amkw Ignªt mtgbv pw, A½bv v \m«nâ t]miwsa v \nàºôw ]nsn p XpS n. A s\ R fpss {ia^eambn ]IÂ kab v Ip«nsb t\m p Xn\v Hcp {]mbamb kv{xosb In«n. APnXbpsS mênâ ]Tn p Hcp Ip«nbpsS A½ hnemkn\n. AhÀ v GXm v A¼Xv hbtêmfw D mbncp p. hnemkn\nbpss `À mhv, Iqen Wn mc\mwv. AhÀ v aq p a Ä. c v s] pw, Hcv BWpw. aq bmä X awn. hnhmlnxbpw, Hcp Ip«nbpsS A½bpamWv. X awn v GXm v Ccp] n A v hbên\sp v {]mbw. AhcpsS `À mhv Ahsc Dt] n p t]mbn. AhcpsS Ip«n, H mw mênâ ]Tn p p. c mas Ip«n B Ip«nbmWv. hnt\mzv. Ah³ ] mw mênâ txmäv ]Tn p \ndp n. Ct mä Hcp hà vtjm nâ t]mip p. Cfb Ip«nbmWv APnXbpsS mênâ ]Tn p arvpp. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 6

7 hnemkn\n cmhnse F«p awntbmss hcpibpw, sshipt cw Bdv awntbmss XncnsI t]mhpibpw sn pambncp p. AhÀ HcmgvN h v FÃmw ]cnnbn p Ignªt mä, A½sb Rm³ ho«nâ sim m n. Hcp Znhkw cm{xn t]mbn«v, A½sb ho«nem nbn«v, Rm³ A p Xs XncnsI t]mbn. A v cm{xn, Rm³ Fsâ `mcybpss IqsSbmWv InS Xv. At mtgbv pw AhfpsS {]khw Ignªn«v \mev amkw Ignªncp p. C\n AhÄ v ssewkni _Ôw XpS p Xn\v XSÊanÃ. F\n v AJnesb In«ns m ncp Xn\mÂ, F\n v henb BÀ n D mbncp nã. Ip«n Dd n gnªt mä AhÄ Fsâ Ip«s\ ]pds Sp v hmwasn p. tn«m, Chs\ H p icn v I n«v F{X \mfmbn. C v Chs\ Rm³ ISn p Xn pw. F n«v thww cs hpw ]«nwn BIm³. tn«m, tn«³ ]dªt mgmwv Rm³ AJnebpsS Imcyw HmÀ Xv. hm, \ap v AhfpsS apdnbnâ t]mimw. Ahsf Xgbp Xv icnbãtãm. A s\ R Ä c pw IqSn AJnebpsS apdnbntebv v t]mbn. R Ä snãpt¼mä AhÄ IXIv AS ncp nã. sseäv AW v InS p Ignªncp p. Rm³ B apdnbnâ Ibdnb DS³ sseäv C«p. AhÄ anun DbÀ n h v, ]qänâ XgpIns m ncn pibmbncp p. AhÄ ]mâokv [cn ncp nã. AhÄ s]s«v sr«n Fgpt äv Ccp psim v R sf t\m n. R sf c nt\bpw IqSn I t mä AhÄ hãmxmbn. AXv I n«v APnX : tn«m ChÄ Bfv simåmatãm. Häbv v InS v kpjn p p. tn o F\n v InS n«v s]s«v Dd w h nã. A s\ Rm³ ]Xps ChnsSsbms XShns m v InS pibmbncp p. FSo, ChnsS BsWmcp ³ Zm Hcp apgp km[\hpambn \nâ p¼w \o F n\m Cu ssi sim v sa\s Sp Xv? tn o, Iptd\mfmbn tn n ]«nwn InS pibtã. AXpsIm v C v tn n kpjn s«f v Rm³ IcpXn. FSo \o Fsâ A\nb nbtã. \ns C s\ ChnsS InS nbn«v R Ä Häbv v kpjn psa v \o hnnmcnt m? H pansã nepw, Rm³ CÃm t mä Hcp Ipdhpw hcp msx tn«s\ \o hãmsx klmbn XtÃ. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 7

8 F nâ ]ns tn nbpss CjvSw. APnX AhfpsS ASp v I«nenÂ sn v Ccp p. AJne, Hcp anunbpw SojÀ«pamWv [cn ncp Xv. APnX, ap³hiw s]m nä hsc Xpd p knºv h Hcp ss\änbmwv [cn ncp Xv. AXnsâ knºv, Xpd p InS pibmbncp p. t{_knbà [cn n«nãm Xn\mÂ AhfpsS apeiä ]pd v ImWmambncp p. APnX, ]Xps AJnebpsS SojÀ«v apifntebv v Ducn amän. Ahfpw ASnbnÂ t{_knbà [cn ncp nã. Rm³ AhcpsS ASpt bv v \S p sn n«v, c p t]cpssbpw apeifnâ ]nsn p. At mä APnX : tn«m ]Xps ]nsn. ]mev NmSpw. AsÃ nâ Ipd v ]mev tn«³ Xs IpSn n«v ]nsn. A s\ Rm³ AhfpsS ss\än ]n ntebv v amän I nâ \n pw DucnsbSp p. AXv AhfpsS Acs «n\v Npäpambn InS p. AhÄ ASnbnÂ aäp hkv{x Ä H pw [cn ncp nã. AhÄ AhnsS Ccp psim p Xs ss\än apifntebv v Ducn amän. AhfpsS IfnØe v tcmaw hfà p InS p. CsX mso, ChnsS Ct mä ImSp sh«â H pw CtÃ? Hm, {]kh n\v tijw Rm³ sh«nbn«nã. {]kh n\v ap¼v Bip]{XnbnÂ h v Ahcv tjhv snbvxxmwv. ]ns Rm³ H pw snbvxnã. F n\m sn p sx v hnnmcn p. sa³kkv BIm\pw XpS nbnã. AXpsIm v ]ns AXnsâ Imcyw {i²n n«nã. tn o Rm³ Ipªmbncp t mä IpSn Xn\v tijw CXphsc ]mâ IpSn n«nã. Rm\pw H p cpnn p t\m t«? ]ns mso. \obpw Bhiyw t]mse IpSnt m. A s\ Rm³ Ip\nªv AhfpsS Hcp ape hmbnâ h v ]mâ hen p IpSn p. AXv I n«v AJnebpw c mas apebnâ \n pw ]mâ IpSn p. APnX, R fpss c pt]cptsbpw Xe AhfpsS amdnâ tnà p ]nsn p. CXn\nsS, ]mâ IpSn p Xn\nsS AJne, Fsâ ap v ]nsn v Dcnªp Ifªp. At mtgbv pw apebnse ]mâ R Ä c pw IqSn IpSn v hän p Ignªncp p. Rm³ apebnâ \n pw Xe amän. AXn\v ]n mse AJnebpw Xe amän. APnX Ip\nªv Fsâ Ip bnâ Npw_n p. Rm³ AJnebpsS apebnâ ]nsn p. APnX, I«nenÂ \n pw Xmsg K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 8

9 Cd nbn«v, Fsâ ap nâ ap«pip n \n psim v Fsâ Ip hmbnem n \pwªp. AhÄ Ipd pkabw Ip aq nbt mtgbv pw AJne Ahsf ]nsn p amän. tn o, C\nbpw IqSpXÂ kabw N nbmâ A sâ shsn s]m«pw. tn n v AI v shbv t? Iptd \mfmbn ]«nwn InS p XtÃ? A s\ APnX AhnsS \n pw Fgpt äv I«nenÂ aeà p InS p. AJne Fs ]nsn v APnXbpsS apifnâ InS n. F n«v, AhÄ Xs Ip ]nsn v APnXbpsS ]qänâ Ibän. Rm³ Xmtgbv v AaÀ t mä Ip {^obmbn AI v Ibdn. AhfpsS ]qà {]kh n\v tijw Npcp n ]qàæønxn Bbn«nÃmbncp p. Rm³ Ip Ducn ASn p. Ip eqkmbn«v Ibdn Cd nbxn\mâ F\n v icnbmb kpjw In«nbnÃ. F nepw Rm³ Bªv ASn p. AtX kabw Xs AJne, APnXbpsS apebnepw ]nsn v srcn psim ncp p. HSphnÂ APnXbpsS ]qänâ \n pw tx³ipsw s]m«n HgpIn. AtXmsS AhÄ XfÀ p. Rm³ AhfpsS ]pd p\n pw Cd n InS p. Rm³ AhfpsS ASp mbn aeà p InS p. Fsâ Ip apifntebv v \n p sh«n hnd p. s]s«v AJne, Fsâ Ip bpss Ccphi fnepambn ap«pip n \n psim v Ip bpss Xe AhfpsS ]qänâ ]nsn p h psim v ]Xps Ip bntebv v AaÀ p. AtXmsS Ip kmh[m\w AhfpsS amf nâ Ibdns m ncp p. Ip ]qà ambn AI v IS txmss, AhÄ Fsâ s\ nâ ssi Ip ns m v, N n DbÀ n ASn m³ XpS n. At mä AhfpsS apeiä XpÅn fn p. AXv I n«v, APnX Fgpt äv Ccp psim v AJnebpsS apeifnâ AaÀ n ]nsn p. AhÄ ]d Sn psim ncp p. AXv I n«v APnX : FSo, IqSnÃmsXbm ]Wn. ASnbnÂ ]nsn ptamso. CÃ tn o. F\n v c p aq v Znhk n\iw sa³kkv BIpw. AXpsIm v Ipg anã. F nâ \o ss[cyambn ASnt m. \nsâ ASn I n«v \o henb FIvkvt]À«v BsW v tx p tãm. FÃmhn[ IfnIfpw ]Tn p h ncn pibtã. AsX s\ Rm³ tamiamipw tn nbpss IfcnbnÂ ]bän sxfnª BftÃ A ³. A ³ ]Tn n Bcpw tamiaminã. t]mcm Xn\v Rm³ tn nbpss A\nb nbtã. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 9

10 AhÄ Fsâ Ip«sâ taâ icn pw Hcp IpXnc khmcn Xs \S ns m ncp p. AhfpsS ASns m w, Rm\pw Xmsg \n pw apifntebv v ASn psimsp p. H w APnXbpsS ape v ]nsn hpw. FÃmw IqSn Bbt mä AJnebpsS shsn XoÀ p. AhÄ Fsâ ]pd v XfÀ p howp. Rm³ AhfpsS N nbnâ Xm n ]nsn psim v apifntebv v ASn p. ]ns bpw c v ASn IqSn ASn t mtgbv pw, Fsâ Ip bpw s]m«n HgpIn. AtXmsS Rm\pw XfÀ p. Rm³ AJnesb si«n nsn psim p InS p. B kab v Ipªv DWÀ p Icªp. AXp ti«psim v APnX Fgpt äp t]mbn Ipªns\ FSp p. AhÄ ]qà \ábmbncp p. AhÄ Ipªn\v apesimsp psim v R Ä InS apdnbntebv v Ibdn h p. Fsâ ]mâ apgph³ c pt]cp IqSn IpSn p ]än ntã. Zm C\n c pt]cpw IqSn tam\v ]mev simsp mâ axn. FSo Fsâ ]mev Zm ChfpsS ]m{x nâ Hgn n«p v. AXpsIm v AhtfmSv simsp m³ ]d. AXv ti«n«v AJne Fsâ ]pd p\n pw Fgpt äv amdn. AhÄ Ipªns\ hm n AhfpsS ape IpSn n p. ]t ]mâ In«mªv tam³ Icªp. APnX, ASp fbnâ t]mbn, Ip nbnâ ]mâ sim ph v AJnebpsS I nâ simsp p. AhÄ AXv tam\v simsp p. AtXmsS Ahsâ Ic nâ \n p. Ah³ Ipd v ]mâ IpSn n«v ho pw Dd ambn. A s\ tams\ ho pw sim p InS nbn«v APnX AhnsS InS p. Rm\pw AJnebpw IqSn ChnsSbpw InS p. A s\ Iq«fntbmsS Znhk Ä IS p t]mbn. A s\bncns, Hcp Znhkw cmhnse, hnemkn\n F nbnã. A s\ A v APnX kv qfnâ t]mbnã. sshipt cw Rm³ XncnsI h t mä, AhnsS APnXbpsS IqsS Imcy Ä t\m ns m v Hcp kv{xo \nâ p p mbncp p. AXv hnemkn\nbpss aiä X awn Bbncp p. hnemkn\n Ignª Znhkw ho«ntebv v XncnsI t]mip hgn, Ahsc Hcp tamt«mà ssk nä CSn n«p. A s\ AhcpsS CSXp ssibv v Hcp s]m«â ]änbxn\mâ Bip]{XnbnÂ sim pt]mbn ¹mÌÀ C«v AhÀ ho«nâ InS pibmwv. AXpsIm mwv AhÀ A v hcmxncp Xv. AhÀ v kpjamip Xp hsc X awnbmbncn pw hcp Xv. A v sshipt cw X awn XncnsI t]mbt mä R Ä aq pt]cpw IqSn AhfpsS IqsS hnemkn\nsb ImWm³ t]mbn. R fpss ho«nâ \n pw A v an\n«v \S m\på Zqcta DÅp. A v R Ä hnemkn\n v Ipd v ]Ww \ÂInbn«v XncnsI t]m p. ASp Znhkw apxâ X awn IrXyambn tpmen v hcm³ XpS n. cmhnse AhÀ kmcnbpsp psim mwv hcp Xv. ho«nâ h Xn\v tijw AXv amdn ss\än [cn pw. A s\ Znhk Ä IS p t]mbn. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 10

11 GXm v c mgvn Ignªt mä Hcp Znhkw, Rm³ tpmensn p hip nsâ Hcp ap³a{ n acwasªxn\mâ R fpss hip n\v A v Ah[n Bbncp p. Rm³ B^oknÂ sn n«mwv hnhcw AdnªXv. Rm³ DS³ XncnsI t]mcpibpw snbvxp. ]Xns\m v awntbmss Rm³ ho«nâ Xncns n. At mä AhnsS X awnbpw, Ip«nbpw am{xta D mbncp påp. ` Ww X mdm Â cmhnse Xs Ignbp Xn\mÂ X awn v Ip«nsb t\m p tpmen am{xta D mbncp påp. Rm³ h t mä Ip«n Dd n ns pibmbncp p. X awn, XpWn IgpIns m ncn p p. Rm³ thjw amdnbn«v, ]{Xw hmbn psim ncp p. Iptd Ignªt mä tam³ DWÀ p Icªp. Rm³ s]s«v sn v Ahs\ FSp p. At mtgbv pw X awnbpw XpWn Ae n gnªv Xncns n. tam³ hni n«mbncn pw, IcªpsIm ncp p. AXp ti«n«v, X awn Ip nbnâ ]mepw FSp psim p h n«v Fsâ I nâ \n pw tams\ hm n. AhfpsS Hcp I nâ ]mâ Ccp Xn\mÂ, CSXp ssi sim v am{xamwv Ip«nsb hm nbxv. Rm³ Ip«nsb simsp t mä AhÄ Ip«nbpsS IqsS Fsâ I pw AhfpsS amdnâ tnà v AaÀ n. Fsâ ssi AhfpsS amdnâ AaÀ ncp p. Rm³ ]Xps ssi hens Sp p. AhÄ Fsâ apj v t\m n Nncn p. AhÄ AhnsS Ccp psim v Ipªn\v ]mâ simsp p. Rm³ Ahsf t\m ns m ncp p. Ipªv, ]mâ IpSn p Ignªt mä AhÄ Fs t\m nbn«v : kmtd Cu tams\ H v ]nsn ptam. Rm³ Cu Ip n H p IgpIn h n«v hcmw. A s\ Rm³ Ip\nªv AhfpsS asnbnâ \n pw tams\ FSp p. AhÄ Ccp psim v Xs apt m«v Ip\nªv, AhfpsS ape Fsâ I nâ ap«n p. Rm³ tams\ FSp msx AhfpsS apebnâ ssi sim v AaÀ n. AhÄ Nncn psim v Fsâ apj v t\m n. APnX hcm\på kabw Bbn hcp Xn\mÂ Rm³ Ipªns\ FSp psim v \nhà p \n p. AhÄ Ip nbpambn AIt bv v t]mbn. Ip n IgpIn h n«v AhÄ XncnsI h p. AhÄ XncnsI h t mä, AhfpsS ss\änbpss apifnse lq piä CfIn InS p. AtXmsS ChÄ v ISn Ibdn \nâ pibmwv F v F\n v a\ênembn. GXmbmepw APnX hcp kabw BbXn\mÂ Rm³ kwba\w ]men p. AhÄ Fsâ ASp v h v Ipªns\ hm n. At mgpw ]gbxpt]mse ape sim v Fsâ ssi srcn m³ ad nã. GXm v ] v an\n«v Ignªt mä APnX h p. At mtgbv pw X awn ss\änbpss lq v C«v acymz mcnbmbncp p. R Ä DuWv Ign p. APnX DuWv Ign n«v, Ipªn\v ]mep simsp p. AhÄ Ipªn\v ]mâ simsp kab v X awn DuWv Ign n«v, ]m{x sfms IgpIn h p. ]ns Ipd piqsn Ignªv X awnbpss I nâ tams\ simsp n«v APnX kv qfntebv v XncnsI t]mbn. X awn ] v an\n«v Ignªt mtgbv pw tams\ Dd nbn«v, Ahs\ InS m\mbn apdnbntebv v t]mbn. F n«v AhÄ apdnbnâ \n psim v Fs hnfn p. kmtd, Cu joäv H p icnbmbn C«p Xt. Rm³ tams\ InS s«. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 11

12 Rm³ apdnbnâ Ibdn sn p. Rm³ I«nense joäv X«n IpSªv hncn p. AhÄ Ip\nªp \n psim v tams\ I«nenÂ InS n. At mä AhÄ ho pw ss\änbpss lq v Cf nbn«ncp p. AhÄ Ip\nªv \n t mä Xpd p InS `mk piqsn AhfpsS kar²amb ape ]pdt bv v XÅn h p. AhÄ Xe DbÀ n Fs t\m n Nncn p. Fsâ \nb{ Ww hn«pt]mbn. AhfpsS ss\änbpss Xpd pins `mk piqsn Rm³ AhfpsS apebnâ ]nsn p. AhÄ Fs si«n nsn p. Rm³ Ahsfbpw ]nsn psim v AJnebpsS apdnbnâ t]mbn. apdnbnâ sn DS³ Rm³ Ahsf si«n nsn v Npw_n p. Ahfpw Fs si«n nsn p. AhÄ Fsâ Ip bnâ ]nsn p. Rm³ AhfpsS ss\än XebneqsS Ducn amän. ]ns AhfpsS apjnª t{_knbdpw Ducn FSp p. AhfpsS kmam\yw hen apå apeiä Aev]w CSnªn«ps nepw, DbÀ p Xs \n p. Rm³ Ip\nªv AhfpsS apebnâ apjw AaÀ n. ape pifnâ \m v sim v Dgnªp. Fsâ \m nâ D v ckw A\p`hs «p. Rm³ AhfpsS ASn mhmsbpw Agn p Ifªp. AXv Xmtgbv v howv AhfpsS ImepIÄ v Npänepw InS p. AhÄ ]mâokv [cn ncp nã. AhÄ Fsâ ap v Dcnªp amän. Rm³ Ahsf ]nsn psim v I«nenÂ InS p. AhfpsS ]qàxs nâ I«nbmbn Idp tcmaw hfà p InS p. Rm³ B tcma nâ ssi sim v XgpIn. AhÄ ImepIÄ AIÀ n h p. Fsâ hncepiä AhfpsS ]qànmenâ IS p. Rm³ AhfpsS ]qänâ Xe s]m n t\m n. Ipäns SnIÄ hfà p InS p XmgvhcbnÂ Hcp Xmac s]mbvi t]mse AhfpsS ]qdv Xnf n. Im«nsâ DÅnÂ \n pw, Fsâ sndp hncensâ I\ nâ I v ]pdt bv v XÅn \n p. Rm³ AXnÂ srcsn. AhfpsS N n apifntebv v DbÀ p h p. \nsâ `À mhv t]mbn«v F{X \mfmsbso. Fsâ tamä v c v hbêpåt mgmwv At cv t]mbxv. AsX mso At cv t]mbxv? F\n v Adnb nã kmtd. \nsâ Cu kmtd hnfn th. \o Fsâ `mcysb tn n F tã hnfn p Xv. AXpt]mse \o Fs A m F v hnfn mâ axn. icn A m. F\n v txm p Xv At cv Fs t]sn v t]mbxmsw mwv. AsX n\mso \ns t]sn p Xv? AXv A m, AbmÄ Ifn mâ F\n v axnbmi nã. AXn\v ap¼v At cv Xf p t]mipw. AXn\v Rm³ hg v ]dbpambncp p. A s\ h w AbmÄ ]ns Fs Ifn mxmbn. A s\ R Ä hg n«p. ]t hg n«mwv t]mbxv F v A½bv v AdnbnÃ. Cu kabw apgph³ AhÄ Fsâ Ip sxmen v AS psim ncn pibmbncp p. Rm³ AhfpsS apifnâ Ibdn InS p. AhÄ ImepIÄ AIÀ n h n«v Ip ]nsn v K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 12

13 ]qàxpfbnâ ap«n p h p. Rm³ ]Xps Acs «v Xmgv n. ]t Ip A{X Ffp nâ IbdnbnÃ. Rm³ AhfpsS ImepIÄ H piqsn ]nsn v AIÀ n h n«v H piqsn XÅn. Ip kmh[m\w AIt bv v IS p. AXnsâ ]IpXn Ibdnbt mtgbv pw AhÄ A m thz\n p p. ]Xps tiäv F p ]dªp. Rm³ Ipd p kabw A\ msx InS p. ]ns Ip Aev]w ]pdt bv v Ducnbn«v iànbmbn H p XÅn. AtXmsS Ip ]qà ambn AI mbn. AhÄ thz\ sim v \nehnfn p. Rm³ Ipd p kabw ho pw A\ msx InS n«v ]Xps Ducn ASn m³ XpS n. AtXmsS AhÄ aqfm\pw Rc m\pw XpS n. Fsâ ASnbpaS thkx IqSn. HSphnÂ AhfpsS shsn s]m«n. AhÄ XfÀ p howp. Rm³ Fsâ Ip DucmsX Xs AhfpsS ]pd v InS p. shåw t]mim Xn\mÂ Ip, AhfpsS ]qänâ srcp n Ccp p. Rm³ AhfpsS apeifnâ ]nsn v srcn psim ncp p. Ipd p Ignªv Rm³ ho pw Ducn ASn m³ XpS n. AhÄ ho pw NqSmbn. ASnbpsS thkx IqSn. HSphnÂ AhÄ v ho pw cxnaqào D mbn. F n«pw F\n v shåw t]mbnã. C\n axn A m. Rm³ Xf pt]mbn. \nsâ Imcyw Ignªp. C\n Rm³ F v sn WsaSo. A ³ AXv C v Fsâ hmbnâ h v Xm. Rm³ Dudn IpSn mw. A s\ Rm³ Fgpt äv ap«pip n \n psim v Ip AhfpsS hmbnâ ap«n p h p. AhfpsS ]qà tx³ aqsn Ccp Ip AhÄ hmbnem n hen p IpSn p. Ipd p kabw AhÄ N nbtxmss Fsâ Ip AhfpsS hmbntebv v ]mâkp v sxmsp p hn«p. AhÄ AXv apgph³ IpSn nd n. HSphnÂ Ahkm\ XpÅn hsc \ n FSp n«v AhÄ Ip hmbnâ \n pw ]pds Sp p. A m CXv B\bpsS kmam\w t]mse D tãm. Fsâ At cptsxv CXnsâ ]IpXntb HÅmbncp p. AXp Xs AIt m«v h v c p aq v Ipep v Ipep pt¼mtgbv v shåw t]mipw. ]ns AXv HSnªv as n Npcp v InS pw. A ³ Fs c v {]mhiyw shåw IpSn n n«pw Ch³ Zm Ip w t]mse ]ns bpw Xe s]m n \nâ p p. GXmbmepw A½bpsS ssi HSnªXpsIm v F\n mwv KpWw D mbxv. At mä awn aq v Ignªncp p. \mep awn v APnX kv qfnâ \n pw Xncn p hcpw. AXn\mÂ R Ä s]s«v Fgpt äv hkv{x Ä [cn p. Rm³ ]pd v Cd nbn«v, hosn\v ]qdinâ \«p ]nsn n ncp ] dniä v shåw Hgn pibpw, If ]dn pibpsams snbvxpsim ncp p. CXn\nsS tam³ DWÀ p IcªXn\mÂ X awn Ahs\ FSp p. \mepawntbmss APnX h p. AhÄ thjw amdnbn«v, tams\ FSp p. ]ns bpw AcaWn qà IqSn Ignªt mä AJnebpw F n. At mtgbv pw, X awn Nmb X mdm nbncp p. R Ä FÃmw IqSn Ccp p Nmb IpSn p. Bdp awntbmss X awn XncnsI t]mbn. ]ns bpw c p amkt mfw IgnªmWv hnemkn\nbpss ssi icnbmbxv. hnemkn\nbpss ssi icnbmbn gnsª nepw, AhÀ CSbvs ms am{xta hcmdp mbncp påp. an hmdpw Znhk fnâ X awn Xs bmwv ]n osv ]Wn v K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 13

14 h Xv. A s\ CSbvs ms Rm³ Ahkcap m n X awnbpss ISn amän simsp pambncp p. sht j\v APnXbpw tam\pw IqSn Hcp amkt mfw \m«nâ t]mbn \nâ pambncp p. As ms Rm\pw AJnebpw am{xamipw. B Znhk Ä R Ä BtLmjn p. HmWw, {InkvXpaÊv sht j\piä v AJnebpw APnXtbmsSm w \m«nâ t]mipambncp p. B Znhk fnâ X awn Fs klmbn m³ hcpambncp p. A s\ F\n v F pw am¼g meambncp p. Znhk fpw amk fpw IS p t]mbns m ncp p. AJne Ct mä Ahkm\ hàjw Bbn. Cu hàjw IgnªmÂ ]Tn w ]qà nbm n AhÄ \m«ntebv v t]mipw. A s\ Fsâ Hcp am¼gw simgnbmdmbn. AXn\v ]Icambn ]pxnb GsX nepw amhv ]q pw F {]Xo bnâ Rm³ Xev mew Ahkm\n n p p. K a t h a p u s h t h a k a m - 3 O c t - 0 5, Page 14

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