Karmic Insight and Karmic Past Life Report

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1 Your Reading - Diana, June 8, :07 - Rockglen, Canada Karmic Insight and Karmic Past Life Report Diana, Gemini Born June 8, 07:07 Rockglen, Canada Created the 16th May 2016 Page 1/33

2 Table Of Content Karmic Insight Report 3 Karmic Past Life Report Chapter 1: Most Important Prior Life Experiences Chapter 2: Saturn (The Great Teacher) Chapter 3: Jupiter (Your Karmic Gifts) Chapter 4: Nodes of the Moon (Your Karmic Doorways) Chapter 5: Planets in Retrograde (Reversed Energies) 30 Page 2/33

3 Karmic Insight Report From an esoteric point of view your birth chart is a portrait of your soul's intention for this lifetime, the lessons to be learned, qualities to develop, problems to be resolved, service to be rendered. From that perspective, the choices one makes in one's daily life have reverberations that may last beyond even this lifetime. This report is written to help you clarify your lessons and goals, illuminate your struggles, and encourage you to move in the direction of your true purposes. The best to you on your journey... * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Sun 17 Gem 00 Pluto 24 Leo 33 Moon 19 Cap 45 N. Node 26 Sag 21 Mercury 28 Gem 04 Asc. 26 Can 13 Venus 24 Tau 13 MC 2 Ari 10 Mars 8 Can 51 2nd cusp 13 Leo 12 Jupiter 29 Can 09 3rd cusp 4 Vir 02 Saturn 15 Sco 46 5th cusp 10 Sco 24 Uranus 25 Can 30 6th cusp 22 Sag 30 Neptune 25 Lib 41 Page 3/33

4 Tropical Placidus Standard time observed Lat. and Long. of birth: 49 N W 57 Aspects and orbs: Conjunction : 5 Deg 00 Min Opposition : 5 Deg 00 Min Trine : 4 Deg 00 Min Sextile : 3 Deg 00 Min Square : 4 Deg 00 Min Quincunx : 3 Deg 00 Min Conjunct Asc: 3 Deg 00 Min Above, 5 Deg 00 Min Below Chapter 1: The Moon The placement of the Moon in your birth chart is very significant from a karmic perspective, as it indicates the accumulated karmic tendencies, both positive and negative, that you carry from your past incarnated experiences on earth. While the Sun reveals your intended purposes and lessons for this present life cycle, the MOON represents what you have already done and developed, hence, what is instinctive and natural to you, and what you tend to do over and over again. Your childhood is also reflected in the Moon's placement, as it is through those childhood circumstances that any unresolved past-life issues are restimulated. Your subconscious predisposition is indicated by the Moon's position. It is the psychic imprint of the past. The nodes of the Moon describe behavior patterns from the past, as well as delineating a direction out of outworn or overdone behaviors and habits. Page 4/33

5 Moon in Capricorn: You instinctively respond to challenges or stress by suppressing any emotions you have which might interfere with the job at hand, and taking control of the situation in an unsentimental, nononsense sort of way. You may become super responsible or throw yourself into your work - anything to keep feelings of helplessness or other "unacceptable" emotions at bay. "Don't agonize - organize!" is your motto. Early in life, and in previous lifetimes, you learned through circumstances not to expect others to take care of you, to rely on yourself emotionally, and to stifle or neglect your own needs for care and comfort, in order to survive. As a result you developed a certain toughness and a disinclination to trust, an underlying cynicism, which can interfere with your ability to establish emotional rapport and intimacy with people. You want proof of another's love or good will, some tangible evidence of their loyalty and commitment and you may "test" your friends or lover over a long period of time before you surrender your defenses and allow yourself to be truly close to them. Or you may care very much but, because your emotional self-control is so deeply ingrained, may be unable to communicate and express it openly, directly, warmly, with feeling. You may substitute symbols of affection, gifts, or even money, for the real thing (being with the person, touching, listening, sharing your feelings.) You fear dependency, and may be intolerant of others' lack of discipline, emotional self-indulgence or neediness, and "babyish" behavior in anyone, even little children. You were not allowed those sorts of feelings, either because of life circumstances or due to a rather critical, strict, authoritarian upbringing. For whatever reason you absorbed the message that "life is a struggle", "no one is going to take care of me", and possibly "I don't deserve to have my needs fulfilled". Very likely the approval and love you received were not unconditional, but contingent upon proper behavior, achievement, or being responsible and not being a burden. It may be hard for you to remember a time in your life when you were truly a child, carefree and innocent. Due to these subconscious imprints and beliefs about yourself, you could experience a sort of chronic, low-grade depression, and a tendency toward pessimism and negativity. You may feel a compulsion to achieve in a material sense, in order to feel good about yourself. Or, you may be comfortable in the role of protector and provider, offering stability and security to others, but (once Page 5/33

6 again) neglecting your own needs to do so. You can socially endure and forbear for long periods of time in rather meager or difficult circumstances, due to past experiences of deprivation and hardship. This may work to your benefit, for instance, in the pursuit of some academic or professional goal, or in any endeavor that requires denial of immediate gratification for the sake of a long-range objective. In your emotional and personal life, too, you are willing to hang in there through the hard times. However, sometimes you will stay with something or someone because you are used to subsisting on very little nourishment (emotional or otherwise) and you cannot envision or accept the possibility of anything better for yourself. Security is extremely important to you and you are willing to sacrifice or forego much in order to maintain it. A great fear of poverty and emotional or material lack underlies this even if you have never really experienced such in your present lifetime. Memories of such lack from your incarnational past are likely to continue to influence you, unless you consciously change or "reprogram" yourself (splurge a little, challenge those old patterns). Along those same lines, an overconcern with your reputation and public standing, proper form, adhering to certain societal rules and standards, having approval from the "right" people, ritualized etiquette, and so on, is deeply embedded in you. You have learned to bow down to authority, and to achieve a measure of security in return. Most likely, you expect others to do the same. You can be emotionally dry, seemingly unfeeling or detached, and, when pushed to the extreme, a very controlling disciplinarian. You would benefit from learning to relax, not to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, and that life is not all struggle, all duty, all work. North Node in Sagittarius: In your incarnational past, you tended to live moment to moment, gathering experiences without focusing on where you were headed or the overall meaning or purpose of your experiences. Your growth direction is to discover the meaning, the larger pattern, or universal principals operating in your life, and to focus on creating a future in line with those principles. Page 6/33

7 North Node in 6th house: You may be vague about or unconscious of how your past tendency operates in your life. It may work against you without your knowing it. Apply your new attitude or growth direction in matters of health, illness, or self-improvement in order to overcome the effects of your past. Chapter 2: The Sun The Sun in your birth chart represents the primary creative thrust for this lifetime, those qualities you are to develop (or further develop) and express, and your current life focus. This may be in harmony with your instincts and your emotional habits, or along completely different lines. The Sun represents your conscious identity in this lifetime. Sun in Gemini: You came into this life equipped with great curiosity, a lively, versatile, inquisitive mind, and an urge for constant learning and new experiences. Your most basic inner drives are to communicate, to make connections and association (between people or ideas), and to develop your gift for language and expressing yourself through the spoken or written word. Thus, being an intermediary or messenger, a translator, a teacher, a broadcaster, a correspondent, or in some field where you can mix and mingle and interact with a broad spectrum of people, suits you well. Fascinated by life's seemingly endless variety and the multitude of options and choices available, you may flit from one person, job, hobby, or location to the next, restlessly seeking new experiences and stimuli. Even if you do not do this in your outward behavior, inwardly your mind is in constant motion, and you require a healthy dose of variation and mental or social stimulation in your life in order to approach anything resembling contentment. Skimming lightly over the surface of life, however, can lead to a shallowness of understanding and a fluttering away of your energies. Page 7/33

8 At a deep level, you are much more identified with your mind (or spirit) than with your body and, in fact, you may feel peculiarly detached from your body, and somewhat at odds with being physical. Compared to the lightness and rapidity of thought, earthly experience can seem dull and slow to you and this contributes to your bouts of impatience and restlessness. Psychologically, also, you are more androgynous than sharply polarized as either man or woman. This means that you are able to relate equally well to men and women, having much of both in your inner make up. In some ways, however, you are apt to feel non-identified with your gender and perhaps that you are not a "real" man or woman, or a secret confusion over feeling neither wholly male or female but some curious place in between, a blend of both. Esoterically or spiritually considered, you are here (among other reasons) to develop an awareness of dualism and of opposites. You see at least two sides of everything and are often of two minds about any given topic. You possess many opposing attributes within yourself and it is part of your soul development to bring them together within yourself. In addition to the male/female dualism, there is the idealist/cynic and the rational scientist/intuitive mystic (or "believer"), among others. You are apt to switch from one to another or, chameleon-like, to change according to your surroundings, circumstances, or companions. This mutable quality is apt to earn you a reputation for being somehow shifty, fickle, or outright duplicitous, which may or may not be accurate. What is true is that because you see validity in both ways of being, you can not take either of them completely seriously, or to put yourself whole heartedly into either. You are keenly aware of the humorous, the paradoxical, the other side of the coin - and often can not help pointing it out. The above mentioned urge to connect and communicate which at one level may simply be expressed as incessant talking or a ferocious need for social interaction is operative on an inner level as well: you need to connect your intellect with your intuition, your conscious with your unconscious, your head with your heart. (Being, at a deep level, more allied with your mind and ageless, ever-young spirit rather than your body has another significance as well: you may be terribly resistant to and fearful of the body's aging process. Denying your advancing years, even lying about your age, is a typical response to this. Page 8/33

9 Coming to terms with the fact of aging and dying is very important because otherwise you are apt not to take your life seriously either). Sun Quincunx Moon: In this lifetime, to fulfill yourself as an individual, you need to develop and express yourself along very different lines than you have in the past. Thus, in many instances your conscious purposes and inclinations are rather at odds with the deeper subconscious beliefs, patterns and the familiar ways of being which are carry-overs from your incarnational past. Comparing the interpretation of your Moon sign and aspects in Chapter One and the interpretation of your Sun sign and aspects in Chapter 2, you will notice definite opposing or conflicting tendencies or inconsistencies. You will need to say yes to both of these sides of yourself, even though they may seem to pull you in different directions, for denying either side will keep you locked in conflict with yourself or see-sawing between extremes. However, it is also important for you to bring to light those emotionally-based habits, prejudices, and "needs" which you hold on to and which may be interfering with your current needs and requirements for growth. Sun Quincunx Saturn: Like the brilliant diamond which is formed through intense and concentrated pressure, you are intended to develop inner depth, strength, and maturity through periods of intense aloneness, and what one might deem hardship. Early on you may well be required to face difficult circumstances or take sole responsibility for yourself, possibly due to the loss or lack of a strong relationship with your father. You may feel that you will never measure up to your father's expectations of you, that he disapproves or is disappointed in you, that you are not quite enough. In response to this you may become super responsible and conscientious, working extremely hard to achieve or be something that will make your father proud, even forcing yourself into some mold, or inhibiting certain essential aspects of yourself in order to be taken seriously. You may be prone to intense self-doubt and inclined toward excessive guilt, all of which tends to shroud your life in subtle, pervasive ways, and a constant sense of struggle and effort and of having to do it all alone may result. It is true that, in many ways, you will have to stand alone in this life, and cut off from the usual avenues of support, Page 9/33

10 you will be developing true self-reliance, self-definition, and self-responsibility. You may have to break away from your father, his values, or way of being in order to truly be yourself. And, you will be repeatedly tested, which makes you quite aware, probably too much so, of your own limitations and inadequacies. Through this process, however, you will develop a certain toughness and strength you did not have before. Beware of becoming too hardened and serious, however, or of becoming the demanding perfectionist, the severe taskmaster towards other people. Keeping your heart open through the trials of your life rather than succumbing to cynicism or self-condemnation, will certainly enable you to move forward on your path more easily. Chapter 3: Rising Sign The point that was on the eastern horizon at the moment of your birth is called the ASCENDANT, or rising sign. While the Sun describes your conscious direction and current life focus, and the Moon your subconscious predisposition and past, the Ascendant indicates a way of being that transcends and embraces past, present, and future. It describes the way you engage and merge with the outer world and how you bring through into life the energies depicted by the Sun, the Moon, and the rest of your birth chart. Everything is filtered through the Ascendant from an esoteric point of view. It indicates your soul's function and thus a key part of your destiny. Cancer Rising: Whether you are male or female, you carry the qualities of and in some way embody the archetype of the mother. You will find that you attract people who need care, understanding and encouragement. Devotion and maintaining emotional soul-connections to life is the heart of your approach to living. You are very sympathetic in both the sense that you feel for others and also in the sense of "sympathetic resonance". Your own feelings and moods will often reflect the dominant feeling tone in your environment. You absorb the atmosphere around you and thrive in surroundings that are home-like, personal, supportive, and cooperative. When out of balance you are hypersensitive to hurts and slights, are prone to extreme moodiness, worry, and self-pity, and/or feel like an insatiable needy child yourself. Self-nurturing and self- Page 10/33

11 responsibility are thus extremely important for you to develop in order to bring out your best. Your ruling planet is the Moon. You probably felt a strong identification with the description of your Moon's placement as you read the first section. This is because in your case the Moon not only reflects something about your past and inherited tendencies, but also colors your entire way of relating to the world now. It describes an important aspect of your soul's function. Cancer Rising and Moon in Capricorn: Your Moon in Capricorn suggests that an emotional toughness and realism underlie your gentle exterior. The need to protect, to conserve, to uphold the family and to secure a solid base for your life colors much of what you do. Order and respect for tradition and heritage are an important aspect of your way of nurturing. Jupiter Conjunct Asc.: You are one with vision and a gift for seeing the big picture and over arching patterns, as well as sensing future trends and potentials. Faith, hope, an innate expectation of good outcomes, and the ability to transmit these to others are essential aspects of your life and your contribution to life. Inspiring confidence, you engage others in your expansive plans, beliefs, and convictions. Selfrighteousness or over generalization could be your nemesis. Uranus Conjunct Asc.: Your role is to be that of an awakener, iconoclast, heretic, or maverick. You bring in the energies Page 11/33

12 of change and must function independently, outside of established conventional systems. When in balance, you trust not-knowing; you are spontaneous, wildish, and inspired. You must incorporate regularity, steady rhythms, and order into your life to avoid an erratic and insecure experience of life. Chapter 4: Saturn, Your Achilles Heel Karmically considered, the placement of Saturn in your birth chart indicates where your energetic blockages, weaknesses and fears lie, and the areas of your life where the most concentrated effort and discipline will be required to master and overcome them. Yet it also points to the aspects of life which can become your greatest strength if you are willing to face your fears and difficulties honestly, and work with them patiently. Saturn in Scorpio You tend to get tied up in knots when it comes to surrendering, relinquishing control and letting yourself be seen for who you truly are. Problems in your sexual relationships or in any potentially deep, intimate relationship can grow out of this. You may also have sexual secrets, or feelings and desires that are difficult for you to discuss or even acknowledge because you consider them to be taboo. You have a great fear of your emotional depths, your passion, your anger and other dark, "ugly" emotions that you imagine you have more than others do. However, these intense feelings are not unique to yourself, and learning to accept rather than avoid or suppress them is crucial for you. Otherwise they are apt to erupt unexpectedly, or subtly poison your life. Understanding your jealousy, professional, sexual or otherwise may be one of your greatest lessons. If you are willing to journey deep within yourself and reclaim some of the most denied aspects of your being, particularly your emotions, you will have great opportunities to transform yourself and to become a truly powerful individual. Other patterns which may need work are: hiding, withholding yourself, isolating yourself, being compulsively secretive and mistrusting others' motives. At your worst, you could become paranoid and destructive either to your-self or others. Saturn in 5th house: Page 12/33

13 A deep sense of being unloved and a fear of going unnoticed and unappreciated for your creative efforts is apt to effect you in a number of ways. You may work very hard at being the best in some sport or art, or at producing the best possible product, spurred on by a sense of personal inadequacy ("I'm #2, so I try harder"). Yet you tend to labor over (even suffer over) your creative projects and offspring, rather than enjoying them. Or, you may simply believe that you are "not special" or "not creative", and thus experience a block whenever you attempt to express your unique self. The whole arena of self-expression, in the sense of pouring out your energy into the world and receiving a response, is difficult or frustrating for you. The basic lesson for you to learn here is how to let go of control, whether of your own creative impulses or of the desire to control others' responses to you. Developing self-approval and self-love will enable you to untie the knots you are apt to be tangled up in this area of your life. Saturn is Retrograde: All of the above is complicated by the fact that you carry a rather heavy burden of self-doubt, mistrust, or guilt over having let yourself and others down in your past, when you struggled (and failed) with these same issues. You now have the opportunity to correct your course, make amends and resolve a difficult karmic tangle, or a difficult state of mind. Chapter 5: The Hard Aspects The following is a description of your MAJOR LIFE CHALLENGES, both in terms of energies you are to learn to develop and express in a positive way, and those which are the result of struggles and unresolved karmic issues which you have brought into this life. Mercury is Retrograde: Page 13/33

14 A prior lifetime in which you were discouraged to think, learn, or express your ideas is indicated. This may have carried over in this lifetime as a mild learning problem in childhood, or inner (somewhat unconscious) doubts about your ability to learn or to communicate. Thus, you have a habit of rechecking, reconsidering, reviewing, and rethinking everything before you put it out. You may even have a desire to learn about subjects that seem archaic, to learn about those things which were denied to you in the past. Venus SemiSquare Mars: In this lifetime the erotic impulses of human love, desire, and sexual relationships are a highly charged focus of your attention. Expressing your sexual energies and personal magnetic attractiveness in ways that are loving and respectful or at least not harmful to yourself and others will be one of your issues. Dominating others through your sexuality or allowing yourself to be dominated in this way is also a theme. Dissonance or turbulence in intimate relationships, especially over differences in sexual drives or needs, must be handled with care. Expressing your passion in ways that are compatible with your own values and sense of beauty is the key here. On another level, balancing and integrating masculine and feminine energies within yourself is the challenge. Carrying or wearing watermelon tourmaline can be quite useful along these lines. Venus Quincunx Neptune: You are in love with love, and your path in life, as well as many of your challenges, involves understanding and experiencing the realm of the heart. Irresistibly romantic, you have the soul of a poet, a devotee, and above all, a lover. In its earliest stages of development, this pattern within inclines you to be easily seduced, Page 14/33

15 overcome with emotional yearning and infatuation, unable to discern the motives and intentions of others, particularly if the other person appears beautiful, soft, innocent, or in need. You can confuse pity with love. You see the angel in the other person, and are deeply disillusioned to discover the selfishness or sordidness. Further on, your relationship with spirit may become paramount in your life, a relationship between lover and beloved. Your path is then what the Hindus refer to as "bhakti" -spiritual devotion and service. This higher octave of love and widening of the heart's affections can be very beautiful, but herein lies the crux of some of your very human problems: "Where are the limits or boundaries in relationships?" "Are there conditions in love, or is unconditional love the ideal?". Sorting out these questions and similar ones are part of what your life is about. Venus Square Pluto: The realm of human love and human relating is not one you can enter into lightly or casually. For you it is always an all-or-nothing, whole-hearted, and ultimately transformative experience. Great joy and tremendous pain, betrayals, intense desire, and longings are part of your soul's path and pattern in this lifetime. A deepening of your heart and your capacity to love, as well as a purification of your values, is what this is all about. It may be the loss of one particular person in a particularly poignant and excruciating way, or a series of encounters which bring you ever deeper into your own attachments. Even abusive relationships may be the arenas in which this occurs. Ultimately, you are meant to discover the power of love to heal, to renew and resurrect your own and others' lives. The darker side or temptation on this path is to use love (or attractiveness, and others' love for you) to control, manipulate, or force your will upon them. A love of power -instead of the power of love - would then be your downfall. Mars SemiSquare Pluto: Page 15/33

16 In this lifetime you must confront the nature of power, and you have the opportunity to transform your relationship to power, clear away deep-seated anger and resentment, and release karmic patterns of perpetrator/victim. If, in your past, you have been the victim of aggression, ruthless force, or misdirected male energy - you may subconsciously fear or even hate men, have great mistrust of people in power or experience problems in sexual relationships (the arena where power/fear dynamics are often most apparent). In addition, you are prone to self-repression, either of anger or of your own strength. If you have very little energy, consider yourself a weak person, or become extremely uncomfortable when others express any anger, you may be holding down a great deal of hostility. Or, you may be angry all of the time "for no reason". The question of appropriate expression of these intense energies is a delicate one. While repressing them can wreak havoc on your health and sense of wellbeing, you do not want to unload the deep rage of centuries on innocent people. You may hold your anger or aggression back not only because you fear repercussions (you may have been bludgeoned to a pulp in the past), but also because you sense that whatever is triggering your emotions in the present is not the real problem. In a word, you overreact. (Wanting to kill someone because they forgot to walk the dog is an overreaction). On the other hand, you may carry an immense burden of guilt because you have been the one who misused your power, strength and/or sexual energies in the past. Another way you may be expressing this energy is to be intensely and compulsively competitive, acting as if each and every event is a mighty struggle for supremacy, a contest with life or death consequences that you MUST WIN at all costs. You may become compulsively active and productive and driven to "succeed" at all costs. This type of thinking and being creates great stress on your physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies. Very likely it will also have a negative impact on all of your relationships. You will make a lot of enemies and actually force people to turn against you and bring you to your knees. Ruthlessness attracts ruthlessness. Page 16/33

17 Coming into balance with all of this is a major challenge. Finding a safe place to explore your war-like, destructive, and sadistic self can help. Another key is becoming sufficiently detached so that you can feel and acknowledge all of these energies, and choose when and how to express them without being "taken over" by them. If you are willing to become conscious, you can actually become a great force for good, and can heal and release some very deep wounds you have carried for a long time. Jupiter Conjunct Uranus: Part of what your present incarnation is about is being an instrument through which the "new" is given birth into the world. You carry dreams of broad social and political change and/or a spiritual awakening in the collective. Through your choices, beliefs and actions, as well as your very way of being, you encourage these positive changes in the world around you. Still, from time to time, you are apt to have difficulties with those who are invested in maintaining control, stability, order, convention, or the status quo. Individualistic freedom is very important to you. You can not or will not fit in to any formalized or closed system, be it the church, academia, or any other group you consider rigid. Over enthusiastic zeal can also work against you at times. Jupiter Square Neptune: You are a visionary, a philanthropist, an idealist whose imagination knows no bounds. You believe in miracles, in the reality of the intangible realms, and you KNOW that nothing is impossible. Because your higher centers of intuition, spiritual vision, and openness to the divine are very active, you accept and experience things many people would think quite impossible. When out of balance with this energy (if, for instance, you are operating out of greed or neediness), your imagination and expectations can be grandiose, impractical, naive, and overblown. You may have difficulty accepting and working within the limits of mundane reality, and with setting boundaries in many areas of your life. Escapist fantasies, gambling on highly speculative Page 17/33

18 ventures that promise great gain with little effort expended, or wandering far and wide without grounding yourself anywhere are also tendencies when you are less emotionally and spiritually mature. You will evolve as you choose to discipline yourself and FOCUS your intent on real, concrete, practical ways. You can bring your vision to earth. Uranus Square Neptune: You and many others born the year you were are inherently open to experiencing unusual states of consciousness and higher inspiration. However, your grasp of reality may be rather shaky at times. In your incarnational past you practiced extreme methods that forced open your higher spiritual centers before you were prepared to constructively channel those energies and/or you were involved in extreme idealistic systems of thought that were not particularly well-grounded. It is important for you to moderate this extremism and to stabilize yourself. Any mind-altering practice or substance should be utilized with caution. Develop regularity and rhythm in your life, and use your inspirational energies to infuse your ordinary life with imagination. Too much focus on utopia or spirituality can lead to disorientation. You easily get too "far-out". Neptune is Retrograde: The above is complicated by the fact that you had a prior lifetime or lifetimes in which you dissipated your energy, fell away from your disciplines, or were too passive or irresolute to go after the spiritual opportunities open to you at that time. This carries over as a vague yet persistent inner nagging that you should be further on than you are, or a fear of spiritual failure. You may also have been involved in mystical or magical practices that created distortions in your life. It is important for you to take a balanced, patient, well-grounded attitude toward life - nothing too otherworldly, ethereal, or glamorous. Indulging in any mood-altering substances is particularly deleterious for you. Chapter 6: Soft Aspects Page 18/33

19 The following is a description of your GIFTS and STRENGTHS which can help you work with your major life challenges. These are abilities and qualities of heart, mind, and soul which are quite natural to you. You probably take them for granted. Because these represent the lines of least resistance for you, you may rely too much upon them at times; hence, there are some cautions suggested. Still, these are the areas where good flows into your life and/or where you have considerable inner resources. Mercury Trine Neptune: An innate understanding of spiritual and metaphysical principles, and a direct perception of the inner world (via intuition, clairvoyance or clairaudience, etc.) enables you to speak of or teach others these subjects. Your conscious mind links easily and readily to other dimensions. This is something you probably take for granted and it may happen without any conscious effort or intent on your part. You are like a "cosmic radio" and you may pick up certain vibrations and the feelings of others without realizing you are doing so. You also have a sensitive nervous system which responds quickly to stimuli, so you require a harmonious atmosphere in order to function at your best. Your psychic and/or musical, artistic, and poetic sensibilities are pronounced due to prior development in these arenas. Venus Sextile Uranus: Your gifts include an unusual flair or creative spark, playful inventiveness, and a taste for adventure and surprise that lead to new forms of pleasure or beauty. You are also open to unconventional, nontraditional ways of sharing, loving, and relating to people. Collaborating and bringing unusual combinations of people together makes you happy. Page 19/33

20 Having bells or chimes in your environment can augment and bring out these qualities and gifts. Musical abilities and a wonderful sense of rhythm are talents you have brought with you into this cycle of life. When you are out of balance or overwhelmed, music or dancing is a way you can rejuvenate yourself. Neptune Sextile Pluto: Collectively, this is a time in history that enables you and those of your generation to advance spiritually through a heightened awareness of the invisible and intangible realms. A rebirth of spirituality through direct contact with higher forces is occurring in this generation. This contact takes many, many forms, including a compelling interest in life beyond death. You may or may not have a personal involvement with this, as it is a group karma rather than a primarily personal one. Page 20/33

21 Karmic Past Life Report The effects of past life experiences can carry over into your current life, accounting for interests, habits, even phobias which would defy explanation by conventional methods. This report examines possible past life connections using astrological methods. It is not intended to be taken as a complete interpretation of your birth chart; it looks at your chart from only one perspective. It is written in simple language, avoiding the use of astrological terms as much as possible. For the interest of students of astrology, relevant astrological references are made at the top of each section. There are certain factors which indicate a need to seek further answers through past life regression. If you find reference to this within your chart, you may discover that your spiritual growth will be enhanced by using this method. (Note: Individuals with a number of these indicators in the chart have probably already experienced spontaneous regressions.) Not all charts will indicate a need for regressions. If your report does not indicate such a need, then it is most likely that discovering your past lives through regression is of little interest to you this time around. Page 21/33

22 Chapter 1: Most Important Prior Life Experiences In traditional astrology, the Twelfth House represents your self-undoing, hidden matters and the subconscious process. It is believed that we carry karmic memories in our subconscious, and that these subconscious memories can undermine our current life efforts. When we remove the walls created by subconscious fears and guilt, we find that the path to personal transformation lies beyond. If, in your chapter you find a number of descriptions of planets placed in your twelfth house, consider exploring your hidden self through past life regression. 12th house cusp in Gemini You have the ability to keep your creative ideas secret, which may or may not be beneficial in this lifetime. You are constantly communicating with yourself. You may keep a secret diary or you may talk to yourself or talk in your sleep. Look for a significant prior lifetime as a writer, carnival worker, entertainer, communications worker or salesperson. Gemini on the cusp of the twelfth house indicates a prior lifetime where you lived by your wits. Page 22/33

23 Gemini 12th House, Cancer Rising You are primarily interested in nurturing, family relationships and your home. Family and tradition is very important to you. You are protective of your family and your immediate circle. You may have difficulty in determining what should and should not be communicated to those outside your home environment. This will depend upon the lessons learned in your prior life. Mercury in 12th House You may have utilized communication skills in a matter which was benefited you at the expense of others, such as malicious gossip, using personal influence in the media to cause another harm. In this life you may be hesitant to express yourself or there may be a speech, visual or learning disability. KARMIC LESSON: Good judgment can determine what should be communicated and what should not. Mars in 12th House In a previous life you utilized brute force to gain your power. Weaker opponents were not shown mercy or compassion. This life time, you avoid physical activity and may have difficulties asserting yourself, fearing your prior life's brutality. KARMIC LESSON: Balance your life to include both physical and mental conditioning. Fears that seem overpowering, when brought into the light, are indeed very tiny. Page 23/33

24 Uranus in 12th House Your avant-garde ideas or rebelliousness in a previous life may have caused you to be on the wrong side of the law. Or, your rash actions may have resulted in hurting others. This time, you fear being any different than your peers and appear very conservative and cautious. You may have many acquaintances, but avoid close friendships for fear of loss or betrayal. You often feel that you have two personalities, one careful and one reckless. You hide your inner tension by appearing outwardly calm. KARMIC LESSON: Unlock the uniqueness and individuality in your personality and accept your own differences as you accept the differences in those around you. Chapter 2: Saturn (The Great Teacher) The source of many of our self-imposed restrictions can be found in the placement of the planet Saturn. The location of Saturn in a horoscope represents the area of life where we have to learn the greatest lessons. It is through these lessons that we grow and improve. Just like your least liked teacher in school, Saturn's lessons require hard work and self-discipline. And like the lessons from that teacher, Saturn's lessons are not easily forgotten. The lessons you learn help you to find order and security in your current life. Page 24/33

25 When a lesson from a prior life was not learned, you can experience inexplicable guilt or selfrestriction. Exploration of the unlearned lessons of Saturn can free you to use all of your natural talents. Saturn in 5th House Creativity and self-expression do not come easily to you. You find romantic encounters unsatisfying. Children or the ability to procreate can be a source of considerable disappointment. Difficult childbirth, guilt from feeling responsible for a child's distress, or frustrations in a creative endeavor in that prior life could be the root cause of your current blockage. On the positive side, you are able to apply discipline in your current life to your creative endeavors. On the negative side, you may still avoid any creative expression, out of fear of disapproval or rejection. When you learn the reason for your blocks in this lifetime, you can open up your creative energies and use the talents which have been brought forth from your previous life. Saturn Sextile Moon: Page 25/33

26 Prior lifetimes have enabled you to understand the need to balance your duties and responsibilities with your emotional needs. You are confident, secure, and a little reserved. You are patient with others, enabling you to be a good parent or child care worker. Learn to express more openly your affection for others. Chapter 3: Jupiter (Your Karmic Gifts) Personal karma is not necessarily negative. You bring to this life certain talents and interest which enable you to expand your horizons. Often overlooked for its karmic value, the placement of the planet Jupiter in your chart can tell you about your karmic gifts. Jupiter describes spiritual rewards as well as the area of your current life where you may experience material gains. The lesson of Jupiter is best described as the acceptance of the law of karma. The rewards you reap in this life time come from your prior life's good deeds, and your future benefits (this life or another) are the rewards of your present fair dealings and generosity. Page 26/33

27 Jupiter in Cancer Your abundant love and generosity expressed towards your children in prior life has given you a kindly nature and a nurturing instinct. This time you have an opportunity to express your nurturing love on a broader scale, through feeding the homeless or helping to eliminate world hunger. Your past life as a homemaker, cook or farmer has is reflected in your interest in food and the home. Jupiter in 1st House You are optimistic, sociable and honest. You have a belief in divine Providence which for you does work, and you are seen as a fortunate person. Your prior life as a social, educational or spiritual leader has influenced your self-image in this life. Jupiter Conjunct Uranus: Your prior life situations gave you opportunities to make radical changes for yourself and as part of a group. Your memories from prior times leave a feeling of restlessness, a desire for change and a thirst for knowledge. You can make changes by being generous with your talents and providing inspiration to others. Or, you can attempt to force change by unconventional behavior, without regard for those around you. Jupiter Square Neptune: Page 27/33

28 You had a great capacity for spiritual understanding in prior lifetimes, which you either denied or exploited. This karmic memory has left you confused about the real nature of empathy and compassion. This time, you are again blessed with psychic ability, empathy and the power of imagination. Learn to accept your abilities as gifts and take responsibility for the proper or improper use of your talents. Jupiter Sextile Venus: Generosity to friends and partners in prior lifetimes has given you the opportunity to act positively in personal relationships in this lifetime. Since relationships are constantly changing, you understand the need to continue to work to improve your existing ones. Your sense of humor carries you through the rough patches. Chapter 4: Nodes of the Moon (Your Karmic Doorways) The point on a horoscope chart called the North Node of the Moon is not actually a planet, but can be thought of as a doorway from your current life to your future. And, its opposite point (the South Node of the Moon) can be thought of as a doorway from your past life to your current one. These two sensitive points can show you what goals you are concerned with in this life and what habits from prior lives are holding you back from reaching those goals. Page 28/33

29 North Node of the Moon in Sagittarius In your past lives, you have relied upon your basic instincts to get you through life. Higher education and intellectual pursuits were looked on as frivolous. Decision making was left to chance as you kept yourself too busy to have time to think things through. You based your decisions on the latest rumor. You were satisfied with the amount of knowledge you had, no matter how little it was. This time around, you have the opportunity to develop your intellect, to form a personal philosophy based on fairness to all. You still have difficulties in discerning the truth, so you need to learn your own truth, not other people's truths. Your possible past lives include, traveling salesman, con artist, migrant laborer, or even the local busybody. In order to maintain the balance between your two karmic doorways, you need to develop your intellect through education, reading, and stimulating conversations. Learn to communicate in real terms, instead of small talk, trivia or gossip. Page 29/33

30 Chapter 5: Planets in Retrograde (Reversed Energies) Planets in a horoscope chart which are marked as being in retrograde motion, hide or reverse the true energy of that planet. From a perspective of past life experiences, this usually means that some experience in a prior lifetime was so negative that the individual refuses to use that planetary energy in any manner. Mercury Retrograde Communication can be difficult for you in some manner. You may find your ideas difficult to relate to others; or, you may have experienced, sometime in your life, a case of extreme shyness. In a prior life, you may have participated in a situation where you misused the power of communication, by gossip, inflammatory speaking or writing, or twisting the truth, to make advantages for yourself. Your lesson in this life is to speak the truth when you do speak and to govern your actions by your code of ethics. Saturn Retrograde You have a great deal of inner reserve. You are very serious about completing everything you start, Page 30/33

31 sometimes when better judgment would recommend abandoning a project. You have always appeared mature beyond your years. In a prior life, you avoided or were unable to fulfill your responsibilities, thus leaving many things undone or partially complete. Your lesson in this lifetime is complete your projects and live up to your responsibilities. You have a great deal of wisdom from prior life experiences which will help you to teach others the value of completion. Neptune Retrograde Sometimes you find it difficult to determine what is real and what is not. You have a vivid imagination and you find comfort in your daydreaming and fantasy. Although it may not be recognized as such, you have a psychic gift. In a prior life, you may have used illusion and delusion to take undue advantage of others. You were attracted to things psychic and may have even represented yourself as a medium or even as a magician. In this lifetime, you are still drawn to psychic and occult matters. Your lesson in this lifetime, is to develop your real spiritual side. You may decide to use your psychic gifts for personal gain. If you do so, use them honestly, avoiding deception of others at all costs. Page 31/33

32 Sun 17 Gem 00 Neptune 25 Lib 41 Moon 19 Cap 45 Pluto 24 Leo 33 Mercury 28 Gem 04 Asc. 26 Can 13 Venus 24 Tau 13 MC 2 Ari 10 Mars 8 Can 51 2nd cusp 13 Leo 12 Jupiter 29 Can 09 3rd cusp 4 Vir 02 Saturn 15 Sco 46 5th cusp 10 Sco 24 Uranus 25 Can 30 6th cusp 22 Sag 30 Tropical Placidus Standard time observed Lat. and Long. of birth: 49 N W 57 Aspects and orbs: Conjunction: 8 Deg 00 Min Opposition : 8 Deg 00 Min Square Trine : 6 Deg 00 Min : 6 Deg 00 Min Page 32/33

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